In most cases it is... However, in my case I don't know what the hell has come over me. I started off as a blogger, but now I truly don't know what I am. A jack of all trades perhaps? I HAVEN'T BLOGGED SINCE THE BEGINNING OF 2017! OMG, I don't know. If I'm really being honest with myself, I have no idea if this is a hobby or if it's something I'm really serious about. Between blogging (which I've neglected), doing YouTube videos (that are not being filmed anymore) and now doing a funny/entertaining podcast (well I still need work on it). I've been doing this for years and I still can't put my finger on what I'm missing. I don't have many subscribers and I lose more followers on a daily basis than I do gaining them. It's like I have to either fall in line with what everyone else is doing or exploit myself for followers, so it's making me feel like what's the point of doing social media if I can't be myself? Well, that's what's stopped me from doing a majority of things when it comes to blogging (and social media). Something tells me I should've started doing videos a long time ago, because now I would've been in the big leagues but now I'm working harder than usual to get there. I'm not really too much giving up on my passion, but I feel like I'm giving up more because of the thought of failure. When you can do what everyone else is doing but nobody ain't really checking for you. It's like a slap in the face when you honestly think about it. One of my friends told me I should do a review or a video on a facial mud mask that I was scared to try the other day and I told her, "Why, my channel is dead! I have no support!" She didn't even respond so I knew it was true. Nobody is really checking for what I have to say. 

Right now I'm working and honestly posting on Instagram and running my mouth via Twitter. Other than that, I plan on going back to school cause I put that on the back burner along with blogging and YouTube. LOL! It's sad but hopefully my plan to get my BA degree works and then I can get a career and honestly forget about social media as a whole! But until then I think I may dust off my vlogging camera, possibly get back into blogging and just continue doing my podcast for the time being. Maybe people will start supporting me, but I won't get my hopes up! Just wanted to chat to let everyone know what I'm up to. Thanks for reading!

Until next time...